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In the heart of tragedy, we mourn. Never knowing how we would truly react in dire situations, until we are force-ably in them. The panic, the fear, the anger, the torment, the suffering.

It’s never going to feel like you imagine it to feel. Rather it tears you up at just the thought, it will rip you to shreds when it happens. The inevitable is the worst, the most unexpected losses, the ones you thought would never happen to you or your loved ones. It weighs heavy on those close. Feeling remorse for the things left unsaid, or the things…


Part 1: The Shadow Of Subconscious

I have been stuck in a cycle with myself and my feelings for so long now, but being a person that craves change and bettering of self, I came to realize the cycle. I understood that I am the only true cause of my “creativity blocks” and I am in control of whatever I decide to put into the universe. My future is ultimately in my hands. So I took a step back from my life, looked at it from all sorts of different angles. I started doing things differently and approaching situations differently (if they so happened to return).


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To See The Pain We Can Manifest and…


Get Organized, Prioritize, and Believe in Yourself.

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I have always been an impulsive person. My mind is always coming up with new ideas and projects to start, and it causes me to jump from one thing to another. Resulting in never truly finishing anything, but having an endless amount of “to-do’s”.
I always enjoyed living a life without routine, not realizing I had been piling more onto myself than I can handle. I started to notice that I was living in a cycle and I needed to change it.


Genre: Fantasy/Fiction

I am currently working on a fiction/fantasy novel. I plan to have it done by the end of the year, but no specific deadline. As I want the freedom to change things up the more I learn and experience!

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The Grimswald Chronicles

Preface

The story of a mystical journey through a dimensional time-continuum. Thoth Grimswald, a philosophy apprentice and writer, follows his father Hugh Grimswald through the Bermuda Triangle. Leading them to what was thought to…


Everything is so spacious lately and the closer we are to what feels to be close to the end of corona, I feel like in a way we are starting to break free.

Maybe some of us are coming out of bad terms and situations, realizing our self worth or people around us whom may not be the best company. We may be starting up new journeys in life; a new job, end of a job, end or beginning of relationships…

We are shifting.

2020, was a period of tribulation, trauma, and reflection. …


I sit here and bask away in every emotion I feel. I tremble with demise, while realizing the truth about myself. The lack of passion, compromise, and honesty I had hid from myself for so long comes rushing through the floodgates. A tsunami filling the disconnected parts of my spirit and bringing them to the Amygdala for vacation. Maybe the rose colored glasses have finally shattered. The fog and the storm clouds clear too.

I have been dishonest with myself, as well as the world around me. Who am I to become when I let the Devil take control of…


Do we love for love or love for us? Repeated cycles, mistakes, and unsaid confessions.

I used to think I knew what love was.

I’d bask away in my thoughts dreaming of an everlasting love. To find a soul to mend my heart, and to bring me back to the pedestal I once resided. I disorganized the idea of myself and became infatuated with the love someone else could infect me with. A disease of the heart. Tattered and torn, unsure how to live with myself and the achievements I desired.

I needed someone else to live for me, I needed someone to blame for my despair. To point fingers when I refused the looking…

Kayla Orlando

Author, Life Coach, & Creator of The Khaotic Good Publication ❤ khaoticgood.com

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